Friday, May 06, 2005

Bad Luck

Last week i said that i had bad luck. Well, it seems that my bad luck is not about to lift from me. More unfortunate events befell me. Like today, my handphone got confiscated when there was a fucking spot check during assembly. There wasn't such spot checks conducted through out the whole year and suddenly...BAM! On the day i thought that nothing would happen, it happened. And i got 2 points for bringing a cellphone. I have practically been a rebel in school for 4 damn years in my high school life, and my record was perfectly clean even though i broke hundreds of rules. But now, in my senior year, i'm in my best ever behaviour because it's my last year and i want a good record before i get the shit outta school..BAM!! the first 2 fucking points i'd ever get for something i didn't mean to do. I brought my cell because i had tuition, and needed it because sometimes my sister would contact me, as she was my means of transportation. I also needed it to contact my friends, as they were scattered all around town and we had to go to tuition together via taxi. I didn't bring it simply because i wanted to. :(

I guess i'm one of the best examples for Murphy's Law.

  • Anything that can go wrong will go wrong.
  • If anything can go wrong, it will.
  • If anything just cannot go wrong, it will anyway.
  • Left to themselves, things tend to go from bad to worse.


And the ironic thing is that, the one who took my handphone away was the classmate who got back my stolen money from me. The assistant Head Girl. I cannot exactly blame her for what she did, because it is her job as a prefect and it was in the public anyway. I'm not entirely mad at her for some unknown reasons, however, to say that i don't feel angry at her at all and don't feel at least a little bit disappointed in her..is a total lie. I sort of hoped she as a friend would've silently returned my handphone to me instead of giving it to the bloody discipline teacher. But she chose responsibility over friendship. I guess things never really turn out the way you hope they would. It's illogical, but it's funny how sometimes, the people that you like and trust can at the same time become the people you dislike and distrust. It doesn't make sense, but i didn't plan to make any anyway. I have so much hate in me today.

Also, the stupid school decided to bring forward the date of my mid-year examinations. Which is utterly ridiculous and means that my exam starts next fucking week!! And yes, i haven't started anything at all. It's so unfair for the school to bring forward the date at such a sudden last minute. And knowing the fact that i won't be able to cram a year and a half's worth of topics and studies into my already malfunctioning and almost-dead brain in such a short period of time totally kills off my mood to study.

I'm not an avid believer in things like feng shui, horoscope and superstitions, but if there is any ritual or traditions that might ward off my bad luck, i'd be happy to oblige.

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